The end of this year would’ve been 3 years that I’ve had my dog Brownie. My parents gave her away Saturday morning. I cried watching her go but soon stopped after we drove away, and that night was the super moon so I went outside and sat on the steps of the porch and remembered that whenever I sat here to wonder, Brownie always came up to me and laid her head on my legs just waiting to get her head patted. We’d just chill there. But when I looked down at my legs, her head wasn’t there. I looked up at the moon and it was beautiful. Super big, super bright, the super moon night. I wished Brownie was with me. I went back inside because it just wasn’t the same without her. I remember going for runs with her, Playing fetch with her favorite bear, watching the sunset, looking up at the stars, saw her give birth, and taking care of her pups. She was my first real dog and my parents gave her away. If I do get another dog, It won’t be the same as it was with brownie. She was my everything. Although she was just a dog, she was my bestfriend.
I wonder what she’s doing right now.
I wonder if she’s wondering where I am
I wonder if she’s okay
I hope she’s okay without me
School was whack. After school I ate my favorite food ever! Spaghetti :) then met my cousins at Deerbrook for some shopping. Kinda looked like a hot mess but oh well ! Ahaa.
Having tons of fun! At my aunts church. Been here since friday night. I needed to get away for a while, too much drama. I couldn’t stand it anymore. I had to be around new people, different laughs, different friendships. Because the ones back home were too fake. Gonna have church service tomorrow with my new friends. They’re great! So not ready to go home HA.
To all my fans, Iam really sorry for the cancelled shows. I guess all this work and no sleep running around like im invincible has caught up to me. Im taken all my meds and getting plenty of rest as the Dr ordered so no worries, ill be 100% in no time. I miss all your happy faces smiling at me and your loving energy. Keep me in your prayers.
Love your brother,
Scott Mescudi
“Thank You” Background
From tonight’s Thanksgiving special. The episode’s background designers were ghostshrimp and Santino Lascano. The painters were Martin Ansolabehere, Sandra Calleros, and Ron Russell. Nick Jennings is the show’s art director.